sitting in my room

knock knock

I am sitting in my room, dissapointed a bit, once again a guy turned out to be disappointed, this time i realised more things than ever....
the truth is always there, we just ignore it

i always found ridiculous all these guys who were in love with love and they were just falling in love just to be in love, i was more or less like that... trying ... thankfully, forgive me for my arrogance, my brain didn't let hthat happen, and my luck some times lacked the time before it's late

So eitherway, here i am in my room, listening nacho sotomayor and noticing
that i chatted with a guy, in a nearby city, i could like him, i could like him much, and i do

but i was ignoring all the turn offs, why? cause i wanted him to excite me, i was even trying to avoid to say i don't like things he love... thank god, only aviding not lieing

but still... avoiding to see what he really is, ignoring the things i don't like.... because what? i would not fall in love with him, won't be perfect

well... he is not , and he does very well not being perfect

i have to stop, overlook things just to fall in love and then maybe
i will overlook things cause i will be in love...

and todays notice...

where is this love... everybody is talking of?
where the fuck is that bastard?