knock knock
Well we are in the middle of the summer, and i ve been away for quite sometime...
i avoided posting for so long for various reasons, first i guess is what was worhing to be typed on... and i suddenly realised that i am posting in a way to lure people to read my shit,
imagine that, even after the anonymous and crape that i want this blog to be free of any restrictions, so to please any followers, i got in such a loop.
Second reason, i didnt' want to review my life so far, it's not like it's bad, but they were a couple of spots i don't want to relive, actually i am getting pretty well and i am dealing my self like i don't
certainly there is loads of work to be done but doesn't mean i ve been doing bad so far, if i realise i am doing well i might not fear failure so much
i ought then praise my self a bit more... certainly not 100% right but still getting well....
Third thing i didn't notice.. i stopped going out, a friend pointed it out to me... man why ? i think i have a mediocre depression shock. my mood is much better lately, so comparing it with past depressions i couldn't not notice it. I think i am overconsumed by heavy stress to finish my degree plus the underneath flirting thing in my city....
Whatever, I am fine, i plan tomorrow for an excursion when i will have something stupid or smart to type in here i will,. without caring a shit about you (no offense :P )
kisses
Adam
Well we are in the middle of the summer, and i ve been away for quite sometime...
i avoided posting for so long for various reasons, first i guess is what was worhing to be typed on... and i suddenly realised that i am posting in a way to lure people to read my shit,
imagine that, even after the anonymous and crape that i want this blog to be free of any restrictions, so to please any followers, i got in such a loop.
Second reason, i didnt' want to review my life so far, it's not like it's bad, but they were a couple of spots i don't want to relive, actually i am getting pretty well and i am dealing my self like i don't
certainly there is loads of work to be done but doesn't mean i ve been doing bad so far, if i realise i am doing well i might not fear failure so much
i ought then praise my self a bit more... certainly not 100% right but still getting well....
Third thing i didn't notice.. i stopped going out, a friend pointed it out to me... man why ? i think i have a mediocre depression shock. my mood is much better lately, so comparing it with past depressions i couldn't not notice it. I think i am overconsumed by heavy stress to finish my degree plus the underneath flirting thing in my city....
kisses
Adam
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