The road to love goes through being successful, A guide to being successful!; The poltergeist: Part 5

This passage describes the idea that our intentions and the meanings behind our words can be complex and influenced by our emotions and past experiences. The author suggests that self-awareness is important in understanding our intentions and the impact of our words on others. They also express the idea that our conscious self, or the verbal self, is separate from our emotional self and that this split can lead to a lack of self-awareness. The author also touches on the idea that their own thoughts and ideas may be perceived as nonsensical or even "bullshit" and relies on the reader's own judgment to interpret the information being presented.
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I was initially planning to talk about the in love experience and the fears that one comes ahead, but given that life has its own agenda, and let's face it a more pragmatic agenda, I will shift to warn and stress the other issue, the illusion of self-awareness, the importance of rule number 1. In other words, I will talk about intentions and how they can really fuck up our lives!

Intention as mentioned in the earlier episode, it is the meaning that is carried with our words. I do lavish and naivety some people view intentions a matter above their concern! As should be known already, some people do not include all people, but it includes me! A recent realization also helped me to understand that still, unshackled emotional drives motivate my life decision, or roughly I do underestimate the things I do not understand and do not see in me. A careful observer may have speculated that today I will talk about vanity as well, my vanity.

I can assume some of you may wonder why this is your concern! My only argument is that I realized a potential crime, a sort of minority report it is what follows! Thankfully not for the faults that I have performed but more about the faults I was in an automatic path to plant and enjoy the coming years. Hence, as I have suggested in the past, self-punishment it is a nonsensible practice! I believe in forgiveness and use the aftertaste of our acts and thoughts, the experience in other words as know-how of human behavior! Does it apply directly to you? I am confident it will be useful and informative, and more importantly, it will clarify something for the preacher of this infallible-free church!

Now, let us return to the original intention of this article, the intention! ( I love this rhetorical device!) What is the intention behind it? I honestly give my best effort right now to be as educative and selfless it can be. Unfortunately, as it will be explained shortly, my effort is not necessarily enough! I will ask you to enroll in number 1. Consider the context of the phrase indeed, I recommend to clean it, and if you like it keep it! Wishfully, it will be a shade of common sense.

The intention in some sense it conveys a crystal clear definition, why you are saying what you are phrasing. But why it is not followed by only one because. Hence one could define back intentions, a wagon of intentions going from the speaker to the listener. This back wagons I am interested in talking about. Because the engine may be clean, powerful and fancy, but indeed what matters for the train station is the cargo that this convoy unloads.

Maybe wrongly I assume, that some of you find that a trivial matter and you believe that rationality, which by now you may have realized it is just your conscious self, or at least I think! Is above such concerns. Encore, some of the concepts here are up to your rationality to examine that they seem to click in place or at least they could be a sense of labelization of the social interaction field, as countless people did, do and will be doing. Why mine? I guess it is a matter of trust in your judgment in the end! Prejudice is sort of microwave food, feeds but does not nourish! So, back to the conscious self when hearing a word sequence, which was placed in order by the other consciousness another rationality.

It is interesting, but have you realized how do you think? I am confident I think the same way as anyone else, but here I will go for obviously my personal experience. Words are emerging from the transfer charges inside your brain to be formulated, ordered and vocalized. But are those words innocent? The order and the stress of this word, is it irrelevant? (That comes from an electronic speech... I do enjoy the tragic irony in life) But indeed, words are recovered from memory banks... but our memories are experiences with emotional impact in them. Our pre-speech and early speech age it is just a form of emotional domestication into words! And time passes before we fully develop the ability to consume the context of the words, who act as notes to describe the emotional state.

Ergo consciousness is formed... our verbal self! A subfunction of who we are. As words become complicated and we raise the consciousness to communicate with the world, we create, I theorize here, the split. It is not a necessary preposition for the rationality that follows. Because what I find as the essence of the discussion is that this subroutine consumes the self-awareness trait solely, since... nobody else has a word to say to an entity that literally recognizes words only. What do I say... maybe you are not exactly alone in there... but it is just you! Well... all right, I rationally also find it not only weird but fucking stupid Where is the proof in that? As I said, at this point I hold only my self-truth. Well, I was tempted to add some scientific literature to the discussion, but I think here I will morally position my self in the actual intention I will ask my viewer, which means myself.... is judgment! I am aware and wishfully self-aware in some sense that my words have touched the extremes of conventional reasoning. In other words smells like bull-shit!

Despite, that I understand that, but I will still rely on your judgment! What this conscious self is!? Well you, as with all the rest we left behind in our pace to learn the world of the words and alienated from our wholesome. A wholesome that was giving emotional responses, emotional self. Who also matured over the years, communicating despite the lack of "words," the real self with your conscious self, you!. If you are agreeable take a moment to hug yourself.


I will continue with whoever left after this pose... The thing here conscious self is not to realize that you are not alone, you are single, an atom. I mean, even your solid perception of argumentation, in the end, it relies on the fact that atoms are dual entities! It here and there at the same time! It doesn't matter how much of what self is there, it is still a unique wavefunction that doesn't like discontinuities.

Hence, I think it is not inappropriate to consider the existence of duality as a form of concept to be impossible! So, Shall I go on?

This subconscious-self you are by definition unaware of it. That means you do not know him! Neither who is he, she, it is! What does he feels or sees! At the end of the day is not crazy to assume you are aware who else may use information that flows in your brain and how the process is it! Your body prepares in a trigger of going to cold... you shiver, preparing for the sensation. You only observed the click, you did nothing about it. Somebody else in there is also thinking for you! And seems he also knows how to put two and two to make four! I hope you too have freaked out already! But before you start yelling, remember he was the person who did so many good things for you! Took care of you to any adventurous your life may have, small or big? Does it matter? He was always there, taking care of you. So far, I think we can love him back plentifully. And trust him as much. The other pause...


So, when you are talking, are you the only one who is talking and listening? Do you have the impression that only you are who was convinced?  And who else got in love with what? Allow me here to be vulgar, mother-fuckers know what is to be in love with means, fuck you! The answers, either way, are inside me as they are inside you. Your special one may like to hear them.

So intentions are important! Because of your whole unaware self. You are not necessarily the one who can only cause suicide! Not everyone wants to live under your own perspective. Everyone sees a different part of your life... Ergo be holistic. A frequency external power with the same frequency that will maximize your idio-frequency to resonate at it's best, and with time the shape will be right! And you will be beating every extinction coefficient coming from the external! Your wavefunction will have an infinite amplitude in the center and enough width to see the whole world! Enjoying life to the furthest, enjoy the experience and awareness!

SO EVERY INTENTION COUNTS! It is the hint to the next level! But anyway! My intention here is to confess and apologize! That I was naive! I underestimated the effect of how much psychotherapy can help someone. Because the reasonable cause of psychotherapy to give you tools to reshape your life. But apparently, the more you gain, the more you shape the world around you... There is the point you are aware you can play god in peoples lives, and you can also be the right god! The good one and loving one you always believed in. Indeed, but God has a responsibility for his measure or else he fucks up... that, of course, could insinuate something about this world.... sorry god! But in principle, God is responsible for a system. A system could be described you! So who is the god in your system? (btw administrators of the world, for fuck sake, change the name root or admin to god! Imagine saying, "Call god, network is down.") Back to the god of your system... and how good he administrates the life he sees... I presume as good as he sees... (for my defense in the future, I wear glasses)., so as aforementioned there are plenty we do not see to consider ourselves responsible 100% sure! Also here I would like the scientific community to stop vetoing spirituality, there is something weird here guys, we seriously should check it out!

Anyway, what I am trying to say, words are notes of emotions after all, and we are not sure who is playing the music and what life he wants to live. How hungry he may have been and what intentions he may have. And indeed I was careless, cause I realized that it is not controllable. It comes with responsibility and responsibility is the god one should be for himself.

And love is an extreme emotion, strong enough when is air it creates a good blindfold, an emotional mist that hides other less loving sides in us. Hence while I preach about love, other qualities may include also swift the words! So do not forget rule number 1! So far I think I wrote with pure loving emotional rationality, but I never know myself enough to be certain enough for you too, you will have to rely on your judgment.

But I have got myself in the intention of love shifting peoples decisions and directions. I have tricked myself to believe I was responsible for making other's people's decisions! So far it was safe, did things in good moral code. But what scared me it is the flamboyance interfering in people life and decision, creating a distance from the person itself. I underestimate their presence into problems or needs. Hence, creating an arrogance attitude underestimating their value in some sense. Give them what they need to be happy. But indeed I was alien to them, switched off every other information about them and on top of everything have an opinion on the direction of their lives. This also creates the belief you are above the people perception, what about yourself perception at that point? Were your hands clean?  So I am not sure if I have washed my hands every single time, but I promised to myself to be more hygiene from now on.

Well, it is not only a matter of being good to you, but that's also a cute desirable bonus in the process. The experiences in life come by the ripples we do in the fabric of reality, and these ripples echo back, and we listen to them in every direction of our being. Irresponsible ripples in levels we do not understand are always come back and can create a struggle for us, a jihad to go through. (Not exactly a religious person myself, spiritual, but I do like references from here or there, but in a respectful manner to the religious beliefs of each person, hence I do not imply interpretation to your beliefs, They are yours, and I respect them. I just want to point out correlated rationalism and emotionalism behind the word). Hence, one can live the ripples of his irresponsible acts or the jihad of aware self-modulation and understanding of the echoes of conscious ripples. In other words, be responsible. Than a jihad from echoes coming and surprise us, cause we did not think of them. That is not a jihad, it is a catastrophe from life, it is not our responsibility, it is a random event, it is eating the apple! The paradise is lost! What if Eva just ate the apple, just to see what happens? Will god have created like that? Take the responsibility and you are back in paradise. The burden is big, at least mine. I do understand that is in some sense bullshit in the head, But what I call bullshit is some dreading fear. I do not know about you, but for me, I hide big fears with smaller ones. Taking responsibility it is the jihad, it is everyone's path. It is through the decision to be aware or unaware. Hence initiate the foundations of a second depression for the future or avoid it and then? Paradise? Eudaimonic State? Communism? Nirvana? Zen? I do not know, but I presume the forgotten contact with ourselves will do. Then I will see.

Hence, to whoever listens here, until today, I enjoy the idea of being king of this world... hence this intention maybe somewhere there. Oops...

But ok, I should trust that if you are listening now, you will walk your own path! Your answers are coming already! Let's label the common ones, because unfortunately only by words we can pass them to people under a genuine intention of love. Just that, not to fix something, just because we love them. As we love ourselves for being there, taking care of every experience, they have to take care of us! Because we care, and at the end of the day, we are just self-aware communication who wants to understand itself. Is there any other path than love, the sensation of safety that will allow you to see all the things you are afraid to see... It is ok, you have yourself, who is still here listening!

I am sorry 99% of love
Adam




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