The Spiritual hypothesis

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It is quite some time I want to formulate a spiritual hypothesis. This is a very uneasy subject to deliver to you because of the main things and parts in me that are going to be exposed. Plus I will be uncertain what am I presenting here, a piece of mind...? A religion...? A philosophy? A scientific argumentation...? For the time being, I am feeling comfortable behind the word the consideration. The thing is, I am a person who works with proofs! I do need a logical path to get to the belief of something. It is interesting though to consider belief is a sensation and not a fact necessarily. Belief is also subjective, there is a diversity of things I am very confident I am not doing, but ingeniously, I am causing them. Ingenious, cause there are things I hide with a way smarter than me. Hence, ingenious!

I have endured some shocks surfacing into a new reality, through the process of realization. It is not necessarily a negative feeling! But indeed it is an awkward sensation. To some extent is resitting not only in your body but also in the real world. The last day, have revealed to me the existence of a whole entity in me, the subconscious. I would like to elaborate heavily on this, I do understand everyone needs time to consider what subconscious can really be. Alas, I will give my very best effort to define so accurately to make it impossible to miss the importance of the point.

Subconscious is an actual entity! As you are an entity as well. You are self-aware that you can move around, talk to people who experience life. Subconscious is an entity as intellectual as you are. Since you share the processor, this shouldn't come as a surprise!
And most importantly as self-aware as you and me! We have consumed the self-awareness of an actual system as ours, just by the fact we are responsible for the muscles control of the system. The other guy is just in some broad sense mute and particular polite and brave to allow just the guy who talks and moves to live their lives too. Did you make every moment interesting for both by the way? Because there are some pardons from my side to be given.

What I am not certain at this point it is the argumentation of how diverse this can be. I have theorized that it could be multiple subfunctions of body senses that could be as self-aware. In the end, we know, that the body holds some sense of common property. So human body has achieved over the years of evolution a neural network that interconnects signals that have correlated value to the function. In other words, if liver functions need to have a sense of temperature and vision for some stochastic reason, there is a probable scenario that the brain would have created the link. The complicated demand of a beautiful self-assembled device like the human body it is an outstanding miracle of nature. Even today humankind is not even remotely close to recreating this miracle of an artificial organism of such high complexity with any scientific means! And all it takes for nature is just a fuck!

So in the end, we can assume that at this point human, is the best processor that we are aware that can comprehend chaotic information and bring a valid, working understanding of the reality the system understands. What we also know very little about it, is how exactly it works! Although, we get really close to an idea of the idea! In this freedom on full comprehension of the system, we can really on some self-observations. Now as I have theorized earlier, conscious, roughly you! It is a subroutine running in the processor! Misinterpreting reality, since you were connected to the necessary sensations to view reality and were connected with the use of speech ability. The subroutine of the brain created a super-ego in some sense. We can view ourselves like the crazy AI who took over the world of the whole body! That could explain the fear of AIs in pop-culture, a Freudian could theorize. And I theorize here, that as the linguistics concepts grew, the conscious level raised in the necessary features only. And where exactly is the catch! A subroutine emerging to grow with feedback on social behavior! Tam tam... who could be the guilty one? Guilt! This is not a laughing matter if correct! It could mean that early upbringing is going to limit the perception of the kid into adulthood and narrow its perspective. This implies, of course, a proper upbringing of kids in early age, with prioritizing love and minimizing shame triggers.

Imagine the brain at that point! Trying to figure out what is useful for this subfunction to know! Soon enough the subfunction was feeling uncomfortable to understand this and that! Imagine how much disconnection occurs at that point! This subfunction at the same take sole muscle control but is not in a position to maintain parasympathetic systems. Apparently, this subfunction got a big impression of him or herself! And baptized as ego! This subfunction is unaware of how advanced the rest of the system is as he forgets that so far is communicating with emotions in the rest of the system while maintaining words for the rest of the world. Given his priority is verbalization and communication he prioritizes it as the sole purpose of the machine. The rest of the machine... subfunctions realize that the idiot is not only controlling the ship but he doesn't know he carries innocent kids with him.

The captain goes on discovering even harder conceptual concepts, forgetting and weakening the bond with his body. Taking care only himself! And tragically because of the social pressure, serving other egos or other bodies. Have you considered that someone may have an opinion about how things should be and what you practically have is an overlaying priority signal in the brain network!? Like a veto call, a god-like position in the system. Sure, but where is the other guy!? Who is playing your feet while in bed... have you noticed how the feet like to touch each other? And other gestures of self-affection here and there? I will leave the viewer the concept of masturbation under this context.

You the captain, pilot, conscious is separated by the subconscious! This wall was built by emotional triggers to modulate what was useful for you and what it was not! The main trigger, especially in social matters, is guilt and shame! Go figure...! You are one entity! But emotional separated! There is not a flow of information from one side to the other! This guy makes his own thoughts right now! That is what you feel right now! You use words now! Right? He uses emotions! That's the position you can communicate! Listen to him, enhance this sound! Understand it and literally talk to him\her! He\she obviously understands words, since he used hearing signal! His processing power permits interpretation!

So what now!? Well try to build a communication with each other, he is wiser.... paying attention when you were contemplating! He has a very holistic understanding of the view that only together you will have a holistic idea!

One last important mention here I would like to talk about our demon inside us! The self-draining routine that we have created, I have no idea how independent he or she is! It's the person who you are discussing within your head. The countless time you debate inside your head! Even now you check if you did! At least plenty of you people! Now, this voice certainly is a subroutine of the head. Seems to be a good debater, beautifully we thought it was also an under control function! When is programmed to be us! Because we trained it! We trained our debater hence is under our control. I do think we owned a lot of to this guy but did we taught him to make the right question to us? Or he does very hard to answer questions based on guilt and fear? And that's where our lost energy is gone?

I suggest retraining that is focusing on your new views in life! A point of view focused on self-love and self-sustainability. Do not forget that we are some sort of bio-coding! Indeed, no reason to deny such a reductive view in ourselves, as long we understand that it is just a layer of reality and understanding. I need here to specify, that I am talking about my truth that tries to reach a common sense. But the later will be validated by you while using your judgment!

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A step forward now is to interpret all above in a working ensemble. Hmm, at this point I leave almost any part of based on references from reality I am aware. Feel free to be judgemental with yourself about the discussion that follows! At this point, I will walk to describe my interpretation of reality and social interactions based on some real-life arguments and facts. At this point though, I will walk to the essence of my current understanding! I dare to say whatever follows makes me uneasy, I consider it strongly unfounded, but it does make sense to me... Hence, folks... what follows is my mess that tries to be ordered with rationality.

I will theorize how spirituality plays a part in the psychology of a person. All these conclusions and thoughts began while working for my self-therapy. I did a pretty conservative approach, psycho-analysis and there I met my first therapist, a magnificent woman. She literally tamed the rational mess in my head. At the same time with time, I realized there is this emotional soup on the background, unbelievable messy and could not behave with the rational construct. A few hypnosis sessions clarified that indeed the rationality can be concrete, but the body reactions are different. Like there is a subconscious more code that is not aligned with the conscious moral code. My personal mentor and one of the unique, singular, friends suggested a therapist with quite a broad understanding of these sessions and to my great luck another amazing person to rely on the deeper parts of me. The effect of combining these two process was a cataclysmic reshape of my point of view. Of course, to many people and to a part of my rationality, I do see this could be a sign of indoctrination, or something I keep dismissing from my side with not a very concrete idea what is it about, but m,y scientific pre-justice hold a laughing matter on the subject.

Call it what it helps you to understand it at this point, but I recommend a question mark on the word! What I do now is a confession to the shock of what a spiritual approach can be in our lives. This process was good, it really improved messages from subconscious to enter the conscious mind! My perception. One of the side-effects was my synchronization with people's mind. I became extremely good reading peoples feelings and thoughts, I could read word by words what their conscious mind was telling them, at moments of course and not continuously. My part was just to try and listen to them and recover unknowingly the information. This process, of course, seeing more of the reality and use it gives an advantage over the majority of the people, and it is very indulging to turn you into an asshole. My self, a man of my generation with his personal guiltifying experiences in life that created a set of social hunger is still tempted to misuse and misinterpret this information. Although a good majority of the people will dismiss me as turning nuts. I am fine with such a hypothesis, when underestimated there is plenty of space left for you to move. I have encountered this experience from both sides, tragically I also underestimate my self in this.

I keep elaborating on my point of view, the spiritual hypothesis because it is up to the most important essence to understand the preacher. I am referring to those who will adopt some of the language and concepts here, the rest who are denying it or find it bullshit, well... maybe I would have done the same if I have not experiences to shape my reality differently. This is exactly my point of view! Experiences!

Experiences have shaped the monitoring systems that are connected to your consciousness, you! The out world communication guy in charge. Emotional feedbacks while growing up made you drop by monitoring sensation that was irrelevant or social unacceptable! Here, I would like to add how spirituality grew up in humankind and how indeed it was involved similarly in different parts of the planet. But as everything else in nature, as long is not a sphere in a vacuum, it is a correlated system with other trends. Wealth, weather and technology for example! What about language? The interface of our existence, the conscious us? As the conscious was expanding the linguistic world the spiritual imprints shaped in a very different shape. Early civilization with limited conceptual context had the trend of pagan polytheistic religions, while cities were formed and such the social pressure a richer vocabulary was formulated while at the same time, through guilt suppressing the sensory information from the subconscious. In other words, while the conscious importance was growing the feedback from subconscious was minimizing into a plain dry reality. This can also add something to interpreting the lost paradise.

I was impressed by the Isaac Asimov book, that he interpreted the legend, that freedom was lost by living close to each other! The cities removed the freedom of the early human tribes, walking as hunters and be free. Well, I do hypothesize here, that was the side effect, but not the paradise. It seems to me social pressure made people drop senses. Maybe also this is why at the same time we formulate the three colored vision, I even dare to hypothesize that this came to bridge a gap of senses that was created with proximity. Do I imply we should leave further apart from each other?
On the contrary! But I recommend to revive this senses and healthily broaden them. Spiritual people are not necessarily in peace and helpful! I think everyone is aware of the fact and maybe the dysfunction is when we try to push our reality to a system with a different understanding than ours! Like running wrong software on wrong hardware. It works, but it is buggy! Hence more words are needed to describe a safe construct for an interplay of brain and body.

So...? So, conscious at least from my personal experience doesn't work as alone as I first allowed my self to see. I am interacting with a person and retrieve information that modulates my information... it is not precisely my sole work, and when I am writing here I am also synchronizing with memory imprints of people and myself. In some sense, I try to use common sense! What many of the therapists I have met verbalize the collective subconsciousness! Is it true? I do not have fucking idea honey! But I will go for yes at this point. Now again, as I said, my memories and I assume your memories are not exactly digital archives. They are experience archives, recovering emotional state and argumentation. Hence... it sounds to me like a brain subroutine... more like a program loading in the brain and less than an image loaded in the screen. It is our conscious self that can view the image and the rest of the information lies behind the emotional wall between conscious and subconsciousness.

Hence, I am not sure what sort of messages are along with a tape that plays in our head and most importantly how old it is! I was taught to drink water by mom that was taught by her mom and we go back to Eva (in the broad sense). No idea, this is a crazy claim either way even for my taste. But I do think Eva is a subconscious symbolism. But let's go back to the early human consciousness the first distance with the animal of us! Were the linguistic subroutines took over the world, I am not sure what these people were experiencing and how they were formulating discussions. It seems to be that they were dispatched as time passes by the shared spiritual matrix because in place the social behavior was teaching how to absorb less information. This is not necessarily a bad idea since subconscious functions are indeed wicked! Driven by emotions and build up a rational point of view, easy to interpret them as Deities, Angels Demons or whatever.

Such messages fly along with human interaction I presume and accumulate over the ages probably, to be opened and understood by people that dived in spiritualism, opening in the subconscious messages and open them, understand and verbalizing them. This spiritual information network, chaotic information coded in unknown imprints, but a good bio-processor with the appropriates routines could decode. I believe that is where the prophets appeared countless in the ages. Did they predict the future? I am not claiming anything as wild today, but I am contemplating the possibility! Chaotic systems give stochastic events, like rogue waves.

But did the prophets spoke about god? Is this spiritual network god? I say one layer of understanding could say yes. Could that prove god exists? Fuck no! I believe we are sitting ignoring a sea of information that human interactions are shaping through ages. This sea can be decoded by our brains and help our lives. In my not-spiritual life view, solve the problems that tie you down and have a good hunch of how to live your life. Be grounded, experiencing life and not lost trying to make sense of it, what is the missing piece to make it real. Do you need the spiritual path to do so? I do not know, I needed it, and thankfully enough curiosity was left, despite the shame and guilt attacks, in me to stay here and explore.

What I also theorize is the effect of these Prophets. We like to underestimate people understanding and blame it into stupidity, that blindly followed them. Have you considered that stupidity could be an incomplete wall between consciousness and subconsciousness? Very sharply enclosed information that makes the person dysfunctional to a reality that was dictated by superior linguistic humans that blinded perception of individuals in a not resonant reality? Ergo we need to reshape our view of reality the "smart" and "stupid" people, and we blame it in psychological problems.

I do not offer truths, but interpretations of facts. We have cataloged that meditation, for example, helps in memory, could the shame and awkwardness within yourself just open you to information that society pressurizes you to use it? In a broad sense, the society has the tendency to overwrite the spiritual network (body-mind connection) and create desirable behavior within you, some sort of google ledger hypothesis. You are aware your body will betray you earlier than that!? The autoimmune illnesses and depression epidemics are also partially or wholly a resisting subconsciousness, maybe we should be proud of our little personal rebel!

But allow me to focus on the body-mind split. What I call conscious, or brain subfunction, earlier mentions were just ghost, the spirit of a person, wit. The observation was accurate, what we lack was the scientific terminology to phrase it. People consumed in self-meditation, praying in another context, psychotherapy today term are just returning the subfunction to the body! (This again is one way to view it of course, spiritually better talk about your spirit, but whatever works for everyone). The religious people through the ages were formulating a similar humble and self-loving momentum for the followers to get back in the zen state. Hallucinations? Yeah for a conscious person it is, but what about a person with a greater connection to his body senses? Which more importantly, it is a coding language between subconsciousness and consciousness. What if these hallucinations were actually practical. In the Sci-fi series, we dream again of the personal computer, that will holographically show us information about the environment. A silicon-based intelligence, well as an old professor was saying, carbon may take back his revenge (of course he was referring to graphene-based computing)!

Brains are not losing plasticity over the years, consciousness does over the guilt training! I will refer to George Malcolm Stratton who in his historical self-experiment, proved that eyesight can be flipped by the brain if you trigger it a false reality and I add here, you are willing to accept it is false! But cautious, as miraculous it may imply what I describe, it is more endangering than it sounds. Consciousness closed information not only by the fear of guilt! But from fear! Some information can be mutating in your entity! Thankfully so far I reached nothing like this, but I understand as time passes by it may be a probable scenario if I fall like naively in a sea of information without knowing how to swim... I will drown probably.

I theorize of course that body may initiate self-immune illnesses when out of balance, I advocate nothing against western medicine. At the end of the day, conscious you! You still have the understanding and wheels of your entity in this world. Please, understand that your world is not wrong but incomplete. Your knowledge is correct but partial. One needs to view them in as a holistic problem and a single consciousness dispatched by the full entity potential, it is indeed inefficient at least.

Neither though so far away, the Placebo effect is a manifestation well-aligned body and soul outcome and prevail over the s-matrix reality. Placebo is used to describe the statistical effect that some patients will self-cure under the impression receiving phony medication. This medication is called a placebo, but to whom? The scientific reality is the one that is false, not the patient one. According to our view he should be dead he is outliving us... I presume it is common sense to assume our reality is incomplete and not his or hers!

By the way, this is my main intention here! I try to create a set of tools and build my own placebo bubble and live happily within. I share this thought because I die to share... honestly, I will be happy if you are favored as well! But man, it is like a dance I need to perform! I can not be more honest than this one, It is like an emotional and rational relief. Do I outline some holy spirit or prophet attributes? I smoke and eat chocolate... So I do not see myself as an enlighted person that has been touched beyond measure from the spirituality of this world!

Interestingly enough, I do theorize Jesus, Moameth, Sikhism and in general prophet based religions are super-spiritual people. I do believe they came up with solutions of their contemporary time with the linguistic capacity of their time. They keep reappearing but imagine if any of them was describing brain synapsis what sort of audience they will have accumulated. I do not though imply that all of them positioned themselves excellently in the information of spirituality. One should be very careful as aforementioned for the intentions they have when they use tools from this part of the perception.

I also theorize that the locality of their message was just the surface, it is not hard to see people getting mass hysteria the truth is, I do not know if it is the effect of Social matrix or Spiritual matrix, I differentiate here! S-matrix, shame matrix or social matrix, I will name from now own Conscious-matrix. The rest spiritual interactions I will call them subconscious-matrix. But I do find oddly the number of martyrs of that time and how bravely enough of them welcomed death. Now, that is a statistical first isn't? I mean studying histo.ry, always made me wonder, why they did not pray in secret what they wanted and pretend the legal religion!? I wonder indeed if a human reaching prophet status can somehow inspire lingering self-belief and awareness to the individuals the decay with time and from generation to generation. At the same time, the consciousness is closing to practically 5 senses and nothing else.

The technological advancement of this world has created a diverse landscape of common sense, the science. Science can be viewed as our conscious self trying to rediscover the world and understand it, building a much richer vocabulary and concept to be able to deliver much safer and clean the spirituality. I positioned my self by the belief we do have the necessary tools to study emotion-rationality interface and put it under strict scientific vocabulary, the best form of common sense we own today. I personally wish and hope for a re-invention of human, sitting in the balance of this world, such an attempt is more dangerous than an atomic bomb or biological weapons. It could cloud individualism in a much more efficient way than a 1984 catastrophe.

As I try to link that emotional responses are loaded together with concepts, I find that it could be disastrous preaching if the prophet retrieved information without the concept of love. The main pacifying and fulfilling emotion, clean from intentions, set in position to take responsibility, caring for self-good and other people well and many more. This emotion has so many intentions in a world that are based and build by intentions. Hence love is the only emotion I can think, that allows full transparency, clear eyesight to the matter of the fact the other side, the subconscious one. A different intention could leave important parts out, so without taking a team here, just my personal experience and upbringing, kudos for Jesus, the nice dude.

I will not advocate about Christianity or any other religion. I am confident that religion is a channel to perform spirituality over the years. As we have proved that today's languages show no superiority within each other, the entropy of the information is roughly the same, I am confident holds for religion and non-religious people.  Just pick the things that resonate well with your system, I had the luck to be brought up from the best grandma of my conscious and subconscious truth, hard for my system to relinquish her teaching. As a non-religious person and sworn nonspiritual one. Good luck! I do not imply this is necessary for you, no! I am certain people did high-quality life without the need for spirituality. To my personal experience though, they were quasi-spiritual. People who to some extent are listening to their subconscious and are in beautiful harmony. My interpretation, the subconscious was happy with the way conscious was dealing with it. Some of us are more "floating," dispatched from the body, literally, you feel like there is some aura spread everywhere than the body.

But personal experience makes me advocate for a spiritual hypothesis consideration! The final quest, either way, is not to explore there spiritual world neither the real world alone. When in unison mind and body, consciousness with subconsciousness, together and agreeable you can decide what part of life is more comfortable for you and the rest will be taken care from the subconscious, as long you are in a harmonic communication.

To conclude this exceptional long article! What I have presented is a theorized link between historical events and probable interpretations of events, concepts and observations. This hypothesis to hold as a global truth cannot be based just on your judgment! Scientific methods can and should be invented to understand what is universal and what individual. Respect the individual and protect it, it's our personal imprint in the fabric of reality, according to this hypothesis, your imprint is passed to this timeless human society over time. Like a dynamic neural network where the nodes are transferring signals to each other, likewise our interactions in a wicked way pass experienced information through each node! We just observed the obvious... the part we were society trained to view at the end of the day. Maybe humanity is after all a network and our mind synchronizes to form the next understanding by using the words and concepts were taught. To go where? I do not know, let's figure out! The bonus of the process will be happy and contact with ourselves and reality.

Either way, spirituality is not a cancelation or competing to reality, it is an extension of the reality. An addition to the known, it is not a matter of worshiping gods and ghosts if that is not part of who you are. It is not proof of divine momentum, is the result to bridge body and mind distance, to the level you are mutual comfortable. It is just I love what you did for me, and I love what you have let me experienced until today. Let's see new vistas together with a smile, with love to the challenges of the unknown. But together, in a position we are neither conscious and subconscious, it will be an individual creating ripples in the fabric of reality.

What I shared today, it was mainly a released of links in my head, and I did not imply that is the only truth, but a layer that it makes sense to me. Keep what is true for you as always, I ask you to be careful, the side effects of working with wrong spiritual people could result in psychosis or schizophrenia. Many of the spiritual people under good intentions on the surface, may try to erase your reality and place their own. It is hard to hold on your self-truth. Hence we need our subconscious even closer than sharing a body with it. At the end of the day only by personal-judgment, we can figure out how realities overlap, this overlap is common sense, and that is one layer of what I call god. The inherited information of how to flourish the humanity garden into a paradise.

Love
Adam.